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DSLB – vegetable.machine.animal residency and tour

We are hours away from hoping onboard a metal bird to wing our way to the island of Taiwan.
We are very fortunate to have the opportunity to spend two months in Tainan, a southern city in Taiwan, in residence at Ting Shuo Hear Say. We have a bunch of projects to explore and experiment with, and we look forwards to sharing these with you in time as they revel themselves to us.
And for added excitement there’s a bunch of show in the middle of the stay. The 7th is tentative, perhaps we go to Hualien, but they have just been impacted by the typhoon. We shall wait and see. The shows will be a combination of playing together as a duo, as solos, or in collaborations with local musicians.
Post-tour bLOG

Home again after four weeks on the road. Unpacked, reassembled, and now time for minor maintenance, repairs, and reflection.
It was a first to embark on such an extensive local tour. One that spanned both islands and explored venues from house gigs, chapels, record stores, bars, galleries, and community spaces. There were a bunch of new towns and venues, and a few familiar favourites. This tour also felt like a grand opportunity to get an update on what’s physically happening in other centres, build new, and reconnect with older, networks, and to experience a bunch of active musicians and bands around the motu. 13 shows were booked, two fell through but picked up a improv show in Lyttelton, and a Live-to-Air on Radio One in Ōtepoti/Dunedin, so, luckily, 13 remained. The log offered zero complaints.
Now in this post-tour-state, I am left with my optimism uplifted. There are strong pockets of community interest and activity who seemed to be interested in experiencing fungi-impregnated and log-powered music. Loads of fascinating conversations happen after the shows. I certainly had a brilliant time and feel confident that the many-varying audiences enjoyed the spectacle as well.
Many thanks to: Sam and Glory [especially for the log!], Tonamu and the Kirikiriroa/Hamilton crew, Jeff and AF, Mark and the rest in Heretaunga/Hastings [unfortunately didn’t get to play but seems like a great network and hope to go there soon], Campbell, Sarah, Snails, Porridge Watson, Ben and Hanna, Zac at Common Ground, Matt/George et al in Te Waiharakeke/Blenheim, Matthew Plunkett, Ruben Derrick, Te Atamira, Fi and the crew of Radio One, Mads & Liam of Hōhā, The Crown crew, Jordan/Matt of Murgatroyd and Threes and Sevens Records – Waihōpai/Invercargill. Also, to Radio Control, Ben at IN sessioNZ, Mark Amery at RNZ, and Radio One, for the radio interviews. Extra special thanks to Fergus Nm for the image for the poster. And to all the bands, bedding, and bonding, it was very much appreciated, let’s do it again sometime soon.
GUEST Album Release, Exhibition and Tour

GUEST has grown into a beast, a beautiful, shimmering monster-body of work that is a full culmination of the 2024 residency.
GUEST has become an album, excerpts from collaborative recording sessions October-December 2024, edited and mixed into 13 tracks, to be released on LP, CD and digital. The album launch is May 30 at Pyramid Club. Performing alongside vegetable.machine.animal with be album guest musicians Chrissie Butler, indigogue brown, Kedron Parker, Timothy Morel, Gemma S Thompson and David Long.
GUEST the exhibition opens at Toi Pōneke on Friday May 30, 5.30pm. There will be a short vegetable.machine.animal performance, but mostly it’ll be a celebration. The exhibition will be centred around hound interspecies sound installation. Alongside this will be images painted during this process, Leadlight window, and the launch of the book SOUNDBITTEN, personal sound stories capturing earworms, aural observations, accidental hearings and imaginary backing tracks.
There are four weekend event during the performance, three concerts and a panel talk. I’m thrilled to have the opportunity to perform again individually with DSLB, Ruby Solly and Andrew Faleatua. The talk, called A Guest among the Guest, facilitated by K Monaghan, Assoc. Prof. Dr Julie Deslippe [Victoria University School of Biological Sciences] and Dr Eli Elinoff [Victoria University School of Social and Cultural Studies].
And then we go on tour!!! All date below but will continue to be updated as more events finalised.
Many thanks to Te Kōkī – New Zealand School of Music at Victoria University, and Toi Pōneke for the ongoing support in completions of this project, Audio Foundation Records, Pyramid Club and to all there others who have helped out along the way!
PRESS RELEASE
What would it sound like if we could interact musically with plants and fungi—if humans stopped to listen and respond? vegetable.machine.animal is an interspecies improvisational trio exploring this question through a hybrid sonic language of biosignals, modular synthesis, and live drums.
Led by drummer Kieran Monaghan, the project transforms living data from plants and fungi into voltage, translated into sound via modular synthesizer. Monaghan responds in real time, creating a feedback loop between human, organism, and machine.Their debut album, GUEST, was recorded during the 2024 Sonic Artist Residency (Creative New Zealand / NZSM / Toi Pōneke) and emerged through open-ended, intuitive sessions.
A diverse group of collaborators was invited to join the process, including Kedron Parker, Nico Buhne, Bill Wood, Ruby Solly, Indigique Brown, David Long, Andrew Faleatua, Andy Wright, Gemma Thompson, Timothy Morel, Mo H. Zareei, Tae Kyung Seo, Issac Smith, and Chrissie Butler.Rather than guiding the music, contributors were invited to follow it—adding their voices to a living, shifting ecology of sound. The result is an album that is rhythmic, irregular, immersive, and alive.GUEST is co-released by Audio Foundation Records (Tāmaki Makaurau) and skirted Records(Te Whanganui-a-Tara).
Kieran Monaghan is a self-taught multi-instrumentalist, writer, recording artist and sound engineer based in Te Whanganui-A-Tara. He is a prolific creative and organiser, with an irrepressible DIY ethic, known for his experimental and innovative approach to performance and sound making.
ALBUM RELEASE TOUR

May
Friday 30 – ALBUM LAUNCH – Pyramid Club – with Chrissie Butler, indigogue brown, Kedron Parker, Timothy Morel, Gemma S Thompson and David Long – TICKETS
June
Friday 6 – Exhibition Opening , Toi Pōneke Arts Centre, Pōneke/Wellington – 5.30pm
Saturday 7 – Performance – vegetable.machine.animal and DSLB, Toi Pōneke Arts Centre, 1 – 1.45pm, free entry
Saturday 14 – Panel Talk – Guest among the Guests – A discussion exploring the intersection of creativity, biological sciences, and anthropological perspectives: Facilitated by Kieran Monaghan, Dr Julie Deslippe, Dr Eli Elinoff – 1pm – free entry
Saturday 21 – Performance – vegetable.machine.animal and Ruby Solly – Toi Pōneke Arts Centre, 1 – 1.45pm, free entry
Saturday 28 – Performance – vegetable.machine.animal and Andrew Faleatua – Toi Pōneke Arts Centre, 1 – 1.45pm, free entry
July
Thursday 17 – The Blue House, Patea
Friday 18 – Last Place, Kirikiriroa/Hamilton – with Moon Hotene and Halcyon BirdsSaturday 19 – Instore – Flying Out Records, Tāmaki Makaurau/Auckland, 2pm
Saturday 19 – Audio Foundation, Tāmaki Makaurau/Auckland – v.m.a with Taekyung Sea, O/PUS and Oxsen OxThursday 24 – Common Room, Heretaunga /Hastings – with Invisible Plain
Friday 25 – Snails, Te Papa-i-Oea./Palmerston North – with Powers,
Saturday 26 – Porridge Watson, Whanganui – with XRVR & ROC///OPT/
Sunday 27 – Common Ground Presents, Pae Tū Mōkai/Featherston – with indigogue brown
Thursday 31 – Brayshaw Park Chapel, Te Waiharakeke/Blenheim – with Twin Rudders
August
Friday 1 – Space Academy, Ōtautahi/Christchurch – with Cuticles and Haunts
Sunday 3 – Union Chapel, Ōhinehou/Lyttleton – Tropical Hot Dog Night! – with Greg Larking, Beth Hilton, Taipua Adams, Gemma Syme, Nic Woollaston, Rory Dalley, Dave Imlay
Wednesday 6 – Te Atamira, Tāhuna/Queenstown – solo
Friday 8 – Live to air on Radio One
Friday 8 – The Crown, Ōtepoti/Dunedin – with HōHā, Sewage and Murgatroyd
Saturday 9 – Threes and Sevens Records, Waihōpai/Invercargill – with Murgatroyd and Hattford
The Nothing of Us
Where we discuss Nothing, Something, Scenius, The Residents, Crass, Pyramid Club, and SABOT.

How can Something come from Nothing? It’s been a thought doing the rounds in my skull recently. Mostly in the context of how an act of creative hopefulness can turn a blank page into something less than blank or an empty recording session into something containing nuance, hidden surprises, and spectacular noise.
It is, of course, a silly idea. There is no such thing as Nothing for Something to come from. Something always comes from something else, evident, obvious, or otherwise. I did not start from a point that contains no things. I could not write this without a backstory, a previous, a moment leading up-to. There was no blank page. Nothing is an illusion that contradicts itself because an illusion is Something.
Nothing may be less about the actual absence of Something and more the actual evidence of a blindspot we carry with us as move through the world in our simplified way, waiting for a perceptive shift, an inspiration, that teaches us to see anew a thing that previous lived in the invisible.
At one point in the past, when the human eye looked into the smallest places of the World, they were unable to see anything. They thought these spaces were inhabited by nothing. The invention of the microscope changed that forever, and a whole new strata became evident and present, riddled with things. What was once invisible could now not be unseen.
Up here in the land of the human, there are those who are lauded for the ‘creating’ of something from nothing, often called Genius, or Artist. It is an idealistic concept of a rarified creative individual that others can put on a plinth. There are generally financial attachments and investments in such positions. But rarified is not the same as rare. Creativity is not rare at all.
Genius is an overused word. It amplifies the suggested brilliance of the individual.
Scenius is an underused word. It is a word that amplifies the brilliance of community.
Coined by musician Brian Eno scenius “…stands for the intelligence and the intuition of a whole cultural scene. It is the communal form of the concept of the genius.” A scene is an ecosystem where things feed other things. It can nurture and prune, hold spaces for exploration and fine-tuning of concepts. And scenes become incredible when they become intergenerational. A scene is also difficult to commodify and monetize.
For me, The Residents, from San Francisco, are a band who fit this bill. I first remember seeing them on the TV show, Radio with Pictures, on a Sunday night in the early 80’s. It was the video for the unforgettable “Moisture” from the Commercial Album.
This band became infamous for its anonymity, iconic for the eyeball masks they wore. They made music, videos, visual art, concepts, performances and confusion. The line-up anonymously seemed to shift (around an unnamed core), change, adjust as required, and actively avoided centring on a personality. And around this act were a bunch of other bands, not sonically the same but connected into a scene, encouraged by a shared like-mindedness to explore the odder corners of music and art.

The anarchist punk collective, Crass is another group that does this for me. They were overtly political in their sound, visuals, performances, and community-making. When I was young, I was in awe of what seemed like their overarching conceptual genius, but now I realise it was the brilliance of the many participants that enabled this effect. A cohesion of a community working together, each to their own strengths, creating something far greater than they could have done individually. This, in turn, inspired others, globally, to create and participate, make music, art, publishing, political activism, and much more beyond the output of Crass.

Another more local example is the Pyramid Club. It is an incredible hub which is “…the home of experimental music and sonic arts in Te Whanganui-a-Tara, Aotearoa. As an artist-run organisation and venue dedicated to experimental practice, Pyramid Club provides a physical and conceptual space for artists whose work falls outside the scope of commercial performance venues.” And it does what it says it does.
Of course, there are people responsible for the administration, but the venue both fosters and flourishes from a vibrant and healthy community. There is such an incredible array of explorations and expressions of music making from across multiple generations. Prior to Pyramid was Freds, and before that was Happy, and before that, The Space. Nearly 30 years of continuous venues for the musical oddballs of this city. This story goes back further to the early 80’s when punk arrived in a very different city. Into this space came another scene, the Primitive Art Group, a free-jazz gathering, who have recently had their story told in the beautiful book, Future Jaw-Clap. Some of the Primitive Art Group can still be seen performing at The Pyramid Club today.
A scene is more than environment, it is ecosystem. Entangled connections going both ways in time. Like a fungal mycelial network, it has sought areas of nutrition and connection. Some connections sustain, others shift and change as people come and go, commitments and demands take precedent, and life changes. But there is enough of a mesh knitting this all together. Growth takes place in multiple areas, and in unpredictable ways.
My introduction into this community started in the late 90’s at The Space in Newtown. It was a venue welcoming to my ideas of festivals, shows, film-nights and other events. I also learned from the exposures to new and unknown things. I am immensely thankful for the opportunities and exposures, the connections, friendships, concerts and opportunities experienced since then. I could not do now what I do without the brilliance of the local scenius, the individuals that make up this communities, playful, quizzical, committed, serious, and persistent.
These ideas all tie nicely into the concept of D.I.Y, Do it Yourself. An acronym that came from a time in punk rock when the only way to release music, organising shows etc was by doing it yourself. It made a lot of sense at the time. But I feel that it’s an idea that needs an update. Many of those original challenges are less of an issue now we have the internet.

Then I think of the wonderful band SABOT. Originally from San Francisco, later resettling in Tabor, Czech Republic, where they embarked on a project of scene/community building. We met them on their first tour of Aotearoa, and for us it was another life-changing experience for the better. The album they were promoting on that tour is called D.I.O – Doing it Ourselves. It is a statement of the intent of the We, the Us. This is the update to the loneliness of the ‘Yourself’, a return to the brilliance of together.
None of this is from Nothing. And none of this is for Nothing either. Don’t let anyone tell you otherwise!
Soundbitten:
- It’s been a long time. When were we all last in one place? Since before the virus? I stand here, by the sounds of frying, and kitchen sink, preparing a meal for this celebration. For us gathered. And I listen to all your voices. The details are missing but the chorus is sublime. The rise and fall of each other, the laughter, the comfortable silence between. What a song!.
- It’s there again! Is an angry wasp in my pillow? Something’s definitely hinting Wake up! I’m too sleepy to be really worried. There’s no pain, I am not roused to action. Space is sated in silence till the next bout of yelling. Wake up! The sleep is deep. No pain means no action. Shhh little bee, go back to sleep, enough of the buzzing, you’ll wake the neighbours!
- Hear unison from the second floor opposite. Go outside, get closer. Maybe Mandarin, Cantonese, a dialect? I wouldn’t know the difference. Some percussion holds time. Strings duet with the women of that room, singing songs of other places. Listen long enough, repetition, reprise. It’s free from the window, echoing between buildings, between worlds.
- Simple times and simple kids, the rules were clear, it was one or the other. Punk or Metal. Sex Pistols or Judas Priest, One-Way System or Iron Maiden, The Damned or Motorhead. Who set these demands, idiots most likely. Regardless, the Sex Pistols won, like a three-chord distorted religious epiphany. An earth-shifting energy bending these ears forever.
- Experiment: Three glass vessel, three pea-shoots. Observe patterns of root growth. No.1: Water flows into one corner. Observe: Roots grow towards the water. No.2: No flowing water. Observe: Searching and branching root distribution. No.3: A speaker playing recorded water sounds. Observe: Root growth towards the sounds. Question: Do they hear?

Exit During the Entering

Once upon a time, I worked in health as a nurse. A key principle when working on a ward was to plan for discharge on admission, thinking about the exit during the entering. It helped with treatment planning. I don’t do that work now.
When I started this residency, there was no way I wanted to think about it coming to the end. But 12 weeks is twelve weeks, time passes, and I catch myself thinking about how to wrap it all up, planning to ensure I have captured as many recordings, and as much other material, as possible, especially with a view to the coming year.
When I think about the shape of 2025, the first few months will be busy assembling the recordings into albums. At present, there will be at least two, one of solo works, and a second of exquisite excerpts from the collaborative recordings gathered during this time. Also there will be an exhibition, scheduled for June at Toi Pōneke, and this will be the grand culmination of this residency, the release of the albums, a sound installation, and accompanying media like video and pictures. I’m also in the early stages of blocking a tour of Aotearoa in July, from top to bottom [if you are interested in a show in your town, then please make contact]. And towards the end of the year, both Chrissie and I are going to Tainan, Taiwan, for a residency.
There have been some substantial life changes in recent years. This has, in its own way, moved these opportunities into focus. For the next few years, the primary efforts are to apply maximum effort to see where this project might go. To commit my finite time to see how this work can develop. All the previous projects, tours, and paraphernalia have been gleaned in the spare spaces around a life of full-time work and parenting. I see this, now, as my one chance to push the potential of this project as far as my bravery will take me, and without expectation. The doing is a success.
Someone asked me if I’d like to continue with a hired studio so I could come and go as I please in an ongoing way. I feel the answer for now is, “No thanks”. I like the delineation of time, the finite space, and the limited resources. The idea of time ticking away helps me to focus my attention. I work better if I have a clear idea of my limitations, boundaries, or some provocation to work towards/against. I would be useless if I had access to all the toys all of the time. It’s one of the reasons I like my limited drum kit. It has specific dimensions, tones, and voices, but I am constantly exploring to see how far I can push these set parameters into new areas that will be interesting to me. It’s like the entry point is set and fixed, but I’m constantly searching for new exits.

This was the week of the Toitū the Tiriti Hīkoi. Estimates of between 45,000 to 100,000 people gathered in the city to oppose The Treaty Principles Bill, proposed and pushed by the right wing party, ACT. It is a dog whistle for racist politics and behaviour, and an extraordinary waste of money given ACT’s coalition partner said they will not support any further. And some astute analysis has pointed out that this has nothing much to do with equity or equality of race politics, but more to do with the removing of any obstacle for corporations as they eye up resources for exploitation. It was a remarkable gathering to be among, incredibly focused, uplifting, and clear in purpose and message. It is the largest protest in this country’s history. It was not the end of a process but a start. Tiriti forever!

This weeks collaboration partners were musician David Long, sound artist and photographer Kedron Parker, and son Nico Buhne. Each session was incredibly different from the other. David brought cello, acoustic guitar, and effect pedals. Kedron brought hand-made drums, a two-string viola, random percussion, voices, and other sound making nic-nacs. Nico brought a trumpet and tootled beautifully. Both fantastic sessions, which are cooling their heals on a hard drive, as I need some distance between the recording and the mixing. This boundary is essential.

Soundbitten:
- It gathers like wind in restless trees or baritone bees. Not hive mind, but like-mind. Individual x thousands. 10,000 sing, unison in union. Over the hush of 12,000 a Kuia calls. 20,000 in tune. 30,000 walk the talk, 40,000 vocal, 50,000 loud. Numbers are drowned out. It sounds like carnival, kids, music, chant, laughter, haka, solidarity, opposition, a position.
- 12 women’s fingers resonate the mouths of wine glasses. Old men beat a table with canes, slam books, teach pain. The sauna roars with laughter, amplifies the shame. Madonna screams at photographers, fights the paparazzi, wrestles them into stones. The music is the metal of strings and of metal. Jarman’s Garden is full of silence till the sound comes. Lights…
- It’s her mother’s flower, her late mother. Although the flower is cut from the root, it contains the energy of life from the cells within, decaying. She lost her, recently, it’s still fresh. Fresh like a flower removed from the stem. But with two sensors on the greenery, essence appears, invisible but audible. And she can interact in any way she sees fit. We hear her.
- He speaks words – they hear lies – they hear facts. He talks to camera – they hear inflammatory – they hear solidarity. He says sentences – they hear confusion – they hear inclusion. Like all good performers, he knows his audience. He’s going to make it all great again. They applaud. He shouts at them. They cheer. The music must be loud. He dances.
- It’s a box of sound reels but no machine to translate. Those voices lost, there but trapped, obsolete. A suitcase full of cassettes, duplicates, one-offs, moments captured on magnetic magic, parts of parts of the past frozen in time, sometimes in 4/4, sometimes 5/4. Under a container of CDs, burned but cooked, new tech that has already met with entropy.

The Physics of the Swing

“How do you stop the paper twisting?”, he asks.
It’s something I’ve been thinking about for a while as I prepare some pictures for an exhibition. I want them to float off the wall, hanging from each other at 40mm distance, and have a breath-like flutter. Flutter is not the right word, I’m after a rigidity of movement, something like an articulation. If the paper is too paperly and the connections are lightweight, then the overall assemblage twists. I want to be able to dictate the physics of the swing.
The architecture of the paper needs to be bolstered. On the back of the sheets, disassembled bamboo mats become the near- invisible framing. For the pictures to hang from each other, I make something like a big staple from sturdier wire, which has less intrinsic movement. These are then spray painted with a bright orange to light the mood of its weightiness. It achieves what I’m looking for.

Tuesday. I can not make it work. I’ve spent the last 90 minutes trudging this equipment downstairs, setting it up to record, and now nothing. Has it been damaged it in the move? Why is that always the first thought? It was working fine before but now only silence. For 10 minutes, all the lights have been flashing like a trashy disco, but not a peep of sound. Check cables, sensors, connections, and power supplies. I look for the obviously simple reasons before catastrophising options arrive.
However, the answer to this issue is simpler. It appears that the fungi are withholding their signals. Sleepy fungi. I spray a bit of water onto the mushrooms. The moisture improves the transfer of signal-to-sensor. I reconnect the sensors to the damp flesh and sound bursts into life, with life, from life.
I’ve made this mistake before.
In the beginning, before this project was a project, I had no idea what a modular synthesizer was. When my first modules arrived, I could not make them work. I leaned on the wisdom of Issac, the only person I knew locally who was informed about such arcane things. He generously lent me gear and knowledge.
Perhaps it was during the second ‘lesson’.
Isaac came over home one evening. Huddling over the equipment, watching closely as he looked skillful in his extraction bleeps and bloops of sound. We were completely focused on the machinery. At some point, though, without obvious reason, sound stopped. I watched on as Issac problem-solved – checking cables, connections, etc. He appeared mystified, I was beyond lost and unable to help. Some inkling prompted him to poke the plant. Then, as if re-energised, sound returned. Should I anthropomorphize the moment, I would think it was the plant playing tricks on us, going, “Oi!! … I’m here as well, get your head out of your geek, and pay attention!!” Such rude foliage. But it’s got a point.
This was a small act of relearning, of where ‘else’ to place attention and consideration. That it needs to be in more places than one. How often do I need to be reminded that invisible things have influence? The world is haunted by unseen things and their own connections. We are at the mercy of the obscure and opaque.
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Back to Tuesday. With the sound issues resolved, I set about re-recording a piece from last week. I didn’t have enough microphone stands, so I dangled cables from the aluminum framing holding up the suspended ceiling. I suspended two microphones, one over the rack tom and the other over the floor tom. If I clumsily bump the mic, it will start to swing over the drum. The movement of the mic collected the sounds emanating from the skin as it approached, traveled across, and departed from the drum as it swung through its arc.
I realise I can use this clumsy action with good effect. I reset the mics over the drums and let them swing. I press record and capture the movement in action. Timing, linked with tempo, are cornerstones in the act of metronomic drumming. But in this instance, the timing is determined by the physics of the swing. As momentum diminishes from the swings’ natural reduction in distance, there is an audible increase in frequency of the beats. I record several takes this way, using different mics and drums, building up a set of tracks that feels like it has some sort of regularity. I know it doesn’t.
[Later the Youtube algorithm shows me a piece of music by musician Steve Reich. He had used microphones in the same way but over guitar amps, playing with the feedback. I think I like my version more.]
In the afternoon I’m joined by visual and sound artist and guitarist Gemma Thompson. Gemma is also a regular inhabitant of Toi Pōneke. We have only recently met. We have chatted a couple of times in the kitchen, and have never heard of each others’ music, other than a short clip she played to me from her phone of a recent concert. It is an interesting way to meet someone through sound rather than words. There is a confidence required to be able to let go in the company of a stranger, the urge to self-censor, and self-limit can hobble opportunities like these. It’s a good practice to work against these things.

I host an open studio on Wednesday evening. It’s an open invitation to present the current work-in-progress. And I get to demonstrate how the machine/plants work together. I am both surprised and heartened at the number of people who come through. There seems to be genuine interest in the project, and many are willing to take part in the chance to interact with sound making.
One demonstration that gathers attention is where I place one sensor onto the plant/fungi and the other onto a persons’ finger. No sound is made until the circuit is closed by the person with the sensor connecting with the plant. We expand this by bringing in extra people, as long as they hold hands with the person connected to the sensor and the person at the end of the line touch the plant/fungi. It’s possible to hear audible changes in the sound from this bigger loop. Sometimes, it seems to take a little longer for sound to register, and the rapidity of the signal changing seems slower. But there seems to be something awe-inspiring for people when they have the chance to become part of an organic loop, part of a connection that makes this sound. It is almost as if the connection is more important than the aesthetic.
The week wraps up with a lichen-influenced mechanism playing metal chopsticks on a snare drum. It was a useful distraction as the swing states gave Trump his victory. So much had been written already with an air of certainty about what will come. I’m no soothsayer, I’m making no predictions. I trust the fact that Trump is not breaking the rules of physics. Negative does not exist in a vacuum. For there to be a negative-in-charge, somewhere there exists a positive. I’ve no idea what it is. It seems invisible. But if I must remind myself of one thing, it is that the invisible also has influence, and most things deemed certain never are.
SOUNDBITTEN:
- One door over, a Kango hammer bites into concrete. A metal tooth drumming on the solidity of the wall, intermittent in attack, dusty in effect. It has a jangle in it’s voice, bells chime as the engine powers up. Another machine over another fence chews into spring grass. It’s a two-stroke throatiness, undulating in pitch, as it works against the resistance of rapid weeds.
- A bird sings twice. First from the bough high up in the Eucalyptus, air astringent with fragrance. The second as the echo returns from the bricked house opposite. The quickest reverb. Sharp like a smell, piercing to the ear like molecules to the nose. Reminds me of a text that says the smell of fresh cut grass is, in the language of the garden lawn, screaming.
- The show was over 20 years ago. I’d been to plenty that had left my ears ringing in the past, it usually stops after two or three days. Not this time. Loud laptops, pure digital tone, my drums in the crosshairs of the P.A. I hear it now. I’ve got strategies to cope with the constant background sound. Stress is a volume knob, a red flag, a siren’s call to attend to some inner need if the ringing starts screaming.
- There were only partitions between the bed bays in the long corridor that slept 80. Mine is next to the Dorm master’s door. No privacy. No quiet space. Lights out. I would hide the walkman undercovers, listen to the Sex Pistols on headphones. Lights on. Dorm master had me on display to all, getting six of the best for my sonic indiscretion. It won’t stop me.
- I make mixtape for road trips in the car, all the favorite songs in one place. Pack the kids and go south for summer. Along the coast, the song Motorhead comes on. At the same time, kid 2 throws up. We stop, clean up, and carry on. Down the road Motorhead returns. And like an allergic reaction, kid 2 throws up again. Stop, clean up, put the tape away, and carry on.

The Floor Holds

Somewhere in my post-viral fuzziness, I lose all my keys to all the doors I need to open. Later, I make so many trips up and down the stairs because I forget one thing after another. I am not fastidious enough when plugging cables into boxes and discover later that I have recorded one channel of audio and one channel of silence. I tell myself to be careful with the marker while doing measurements around the pictures, a purple line glaringly appears unwelcome in a margin. I download some footage I captured to make a video, I manage to lose it all in the process, and only realised after I had deleted from my photo. Argh!
That’s how a week starts. Small and inconsequential irks when held in comparison to the big issues of the day. In a doubtful moment, I ask, “What is this for?” “What does my art add in the scheme of things?” In a world of fear, anxiety, murder and massacre art can seem like a folly, a luxury, a something that’s “nice-to-have” as one politician recently spewed.
It makes me ask of myself:
- What ways should I think about what Im doing?
- Am I making escapism?
- Am I making something that helps me/we/us step outside of the pressures of the practical issues of today?
- Is my thinking captured or critical?
- Am I making something in context or am I decontexturalizing?
- Am I making a brand?
- Am I making something meaningful or grandiose?
- What do I think now that that gatekeeping position has shifted?
- What in my work addresses the bread and butter issues of the day?
Big naval gazing questions. In fact sometimes the only response to questions such as these is a big ‘Fuck it and Fuck Off’. They have a time and a place. But if it’s inertia they create then it’s not welcome. A reflective pause is different from the dead air of being inert.
The last post contained a photo of the Bread and Puppets manifesto. I hadn’t really thought too hard about why I added it other than I think the words are good. Today, I think differently. It states ‘Art soothes pain, Art fights against War & Stupidity, Art is like good bread, Art is like green trees’.
Art is like Green Trees. It makes something that makes it easier to breathe.
It amazes me how easily something so ephemeral can remind us that we CAN imagine something different, sweeter, better, and fully welcoming. Everything constructed we see starts in the imagination. If it can be thought of, then it can be done. The algorithm of feeds, the corralling of ‘If-it-bleeds-it-leads’ news reporting, the shouting of opinionated anybodys online sucking up airspace, and the limitations of the corporate storytellers shut down the notion that the world remains full of options, opportunities and alternatives. Here we say, “Fuck it and Fuck off!”

I think of my own experience. Music has always made sense to me, captured and captivated me. It ‘spoke’ to me before I could speak for myself or even figure myself out. It gave me a hand up when I needed help. If you knew the young adolescent me you would have known I was trouble, or trouble was on its was to find me. But music gave me an option. In fact, I think music gave me my first real confidence. When my own mental world was at it’s bleakest, most slippery, I could always find some purchase in some musical expression to grasp.
And I would never meet the makers of these sounds. Or in some random rare and precious moment I might. But on the whole they would never, ever, know the tiny but deeply meaningful impact they installed in this small life. And the way we obsess about things like bands, books, and such, I’m feeling confident that it happens all over the place, all the time. Small individual acts of making things better. That’s a gift to give. So massive thanks, love, applause and appreciation to all those, everywhere, who give without expectation of return.
If you’re a maker, keep making!
Soundbites:
- Clocks! I hear clocks. The kind with hands and mechanisms making noise. Big ones. Ticking away in seconds. They sound close, overhead, omnipresent, inside my head. Your poor house has no clocks like these. There’s a timekeeper on the oven only. I am being haunted by time, hallucinating time, imaging time as if it were there. It’s just the solvent talking.
- Listen back to recording, time wobbles. A snare hit’s untidy. Out of Time. I demand the snare’s attention! To human time. Timed time. My Time. But here’s the But. What did I hear that threw my strike? Distracted tight time? Mmpatient time? Glide time. I listen to something in its Own time. Can I be brave and accept organic time? Messy time? Not My-time.
- Sounds like the ocean. The wet is beer and sweat. I am driftwood on a wave in a moshpit. Together it’s both dangerous and safe. I look for the band. I’ve lost the song. I cannot tell where we are or what comes next. Beats flails after beats. The bass is a weighted blanket. The guitar is the Cheshire Cat’s grin. The music holds me. It is ferocious and full of smiles.
- She listens small. There’s something inside it. A fragment of action, a shout from friction. If she can find the start, that doesn’t exist, and the end, that doesn’t exist, she will have made something that does exist. And repeat. Turn fractal into pattern, turn figment into rhythm. Something that was not there. But she could hear it, she just needed to find it. Here it is.
- I fell in love with Foley through Star Wars. I saw a demonstration of how the sounds of stormtrooper blasters was made. Somewhere in a desert, large pylons were anchored with cables, securing them to the earth. Hit the wound steal, cymbals made of metal strings. Zap! The ordinary everydayness of things became the sounds of the future.

Moat of Rest

Quietly, we go into the week. a lot of sound waves were generated last week, in studio and at shows. Some calm is welcome. There are some practical tasks to complete.
I have been invited to contribute a set of posters for an exhibition, opening in December. The gallery is called Te Atamira, a purpose-built ‘community arts and cultural space’ in Queenstown. I spend Monday figuring out the logistics of hanging when I am unable to assist with the physical installation. I want the posters to have some movement as they hang out from the wall. Hanging/floating parallel to the wall, I want the space between the paper and the surface to contract and expand, but not twist.

The drawing project developed as an accidental pastime during the DCR residency, November 2023. It was never intended to become a thing. I had just planned to take some paper and paints to doodle in the downtime. I haven’t had the inclination to write big songs like we sung in sterile, committing 3-4-5 words to a piece of paper seemed satisfying enough.
It was a pastime without expectation. I enjoyed scratching out the blockiness of the letters. Abstracted shapes presented themselves when I wrote the second text over the first, I’ve always had a thing for negative space. I like the vagueness and flexibility of context and interpretation when punctuation is removed. And the chance to just play with colour brought it’s own pleasure.
Many of the phrases came from text that I was reading, descriptors that had extra possibilities tucked inside when lived out of the original context, multiple meanings presenting from a very economic sentence.
This will be the third time I have been able to display publicly this year, not bad for an accident.
And then I became inhabited. The last week or so has been more social than usual. Maybe someone from a bus ride, a cafe, or an audience was feely poorly, perhaps, or maybe not, was harboring a virus that has made me home. Nothing too bad, not CoVID, according to the RAT, but it’s bad enough for me to isolate at home for a few days.
It’s made some space to catch up on the accumulated recordings so far. Re-listening is a time-intensive task that requires a distant objectivity, not always easy to maintain. If listening back is too close to the recording session, then the excitement of the experience can get in the way of discernment. Things that were called mistakes at the time of recording may still sound like errors. With some distance, though, those ‘errors’ may blur into something more inspired, an accident of greater interest. Errors may be hypercritical reflections from a fragile ego. Inspired accidents may be discovered when the ego is belted down firmly in the backseat. These unexpected musical deviations can often be the thing that captures and maintains interest over multiple listens.
Also, ideas start to swirl in relation to the exhibition to be installed in June 2025 at Toi Pōneke. First ideas are not final ideas, but I’m often in a much more comfortable space once I have something to edit.

Patience for admin has never been a strong streak. When the motivation is brewing, all i want to do is just get on with the doing. However, this unplanned pause from the studio has actually been pretty helpful. For example, I was listening to the collaborated recordings with Chrissie and her DSLB project today. To be honest, I was uncertain about them directly after, I didn’t think my playing was as interesting as it could have been. But on listening today, with a good few weeks in between, I hear new patterns, textures, bursts of interest, and surprise. I have a few more sessions planned to add to this collaboration project. It’s off to a great start.
However, all that said, I’m over the calm, I’m ready to get back the studio.
Soundbites
- Trees roil like kelp in a sea of wind. Birds swim in currents. I wonder, do fish hear the bull-kelp roar? It’s night’s middle, listen to the norwester, crest first, then bear down. Whipping all tall growth that stands above scrub. Every leaf and branch a wood/wind reed. Everything that rattles will. I feel pressure change from an ocean of air inside ears.
- Chest Sounds: wheeze, stridor, crackles, rhonchi. rasp, pleural rub. Auscultation – play the skin of drum, hear the resonance and density from percussion. An ear to a wall, listen for the In’s, the out’s, the rate and delay, for wet sounds, other sounds, no sound. Pay attention when Cheyne-Stokes sings, the song of the lungs soon end.
- Susurration is a burble in rainfall. It shimmer in choir as puddles, rivers, Oceans return. The chatter of uncountable billions when surface tension meets matter. The blurred accents of drops on wood, earth, tin, skin, wing, and kin. Wet squall murmurate, shift, accommodate the fluid response to gust, current, and eddy. Sleep well inside weathers lullaby.
- Guns at the front door of the farmhouse, none in the new home in town. I make a replica of wood. Find a single bullet in the garage. “That’ll look cool”! Make it fit, hit with hammer. !Silence! Mum calling, runs to me, eyes up, I hear Nothing. Absolute Quiet. Did hearing return? Yes. In time to be berated, rightly so, as she digs pellets from skin with a pin.
- The night wind has hands, it lifts liberated cans, and throws down the road. Notes are released, tuned into the tin dents from kicks and wheels. Hear patterns: settled, gusts, roll… duk duk duk..duk….duk! Long, flat streets are best. On main drags, like Dee or Don, you could hear extended canned music. If lucky, it echoes. If extra lucky, power poles wire add their voice in unison.

Open Studio: Toi Pōneke

Kia ora all. This is an open invite to come and visit me in Studio 14 on Wednesday 6 November, between 6 – 7pm, to check out what Im up to.
I will be happy to offer sound demonstrations of the project at work , discuss questions you might have, be confounded at the same time if I don’t have answers, offer you some kai to nibble. Will be 100% family friendly. Studio 14 is located on the second floor, lift access is available.